Alone With God
By Andrew Murray
"But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thine inner chamber, and having shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret, and thy Father which seeth in secret shall recompense thee" (Matt. 6:6).
After Jesus had called His first disciples, He gave them their first public teaching in the Sermon on the Mount. He there expounded to them the kingdom of God, its laws and its life. In that kingdom God is not only King, but Father. He not only gives all, but is Himself all. In the knowledge and fellowship of Him alone is its blessedness.
Hence it came as a matter of course that the revelation of prayer and the prayer life was a part of His teaching concerning the New Kingdom He came to set up. Moses gave neither command nor regulation with regard to prayer. Even the prophets say little directly of the duty of prayer. It is Christ who teaches to pray.
The first thing the Lord teaches His disciples is that they must have a secret place for prayer. Every one must have some solitary spot where he can be alone with his God. Every teacher must have a schoolroom.
We have learned to know and accept Jesus as our only teacher in the school of prayer. He has already taught us at Samaria that worship is no longer confined to times and places; that worship, spiritual true worship, is a thing of the spirit and the life; the whole man must in his whole life be worship in spirit and in truth.
Yet He wants each one to choose for himself the fixed spot where He can daily meet him. That inner chamber, that solitary place, is Jesus' schoolroom. That spot may be anywhere. That spot may change from day to day. If we have to change our abode, but that secret place there must be. There must be the quiet time in which the pupil places himself in the Master's presence, to be by Him prepared to worship the Father. There alone, but there most surely, Jesus comes to us to teach us to pray.
A teacher is always anxious that his schoolroom should be bright and attractive, filled with the light and air of heaven, a place where pupils long to come and love to stay.
In His first words on prayer in the Sermon on the Mount, Jesus seeks to set the inner chamber before us in its most attractive light. If we listen carefully, we soon notice what the chief thing is He has to tell us of our tarrying there.
Three times He uses the name of Father: "Pray to thy Father"; "Thy Father shall recompense thee"; "Your Father knoweth what things ye have need of" (Matt. 6:6-8).
The first thing in closet prayer is: I must meet my Father. The light that shines in the closet must be: the light of the Father's countenance. The fresh air from heaven with which Jesus would have it filled, the atmosphere in which I am to breathe and pray is: God's Father-love, God's infinite Fatherliness.
Thus each thought or petition we breathe out will be simple, hearty, childlike trust in the Father. This is how the Master teaches us to pray: He brings us into the Father's living presence. What we pray there must avail. Let us listen carefully to hear what the Lord has to say to us.
Our Master's Teachings
First, "Pray to thy Father which is in secret." God is a God Who hides Himself to the carnal eye. As long as in our worship of God we are chiefly occupied with our own thoughts and exercises, we shall not meet Him who is a spirit, the unseen One.
But to the man who withdraws himself from all that is of world and man, and prepares to wait upon God alone, the Father will reveal Himself. As he forsakes and gives up and shuts out the world and the life of the world, and surrenders himself to be led of Christ into the secret of God's presence, the light of the Father's love will rise upon him. The secrecy of the inner chamber and the closed door, the entire separation from all around us, is an image of and so a help to that inner spiritual sanctuary, the secret of God's tabernacle, within the veil. Here our spirit truly comes into contact with the invisible One.
We are taught at the very outset of our search after the secret of effectual prayer to remember that it is in the inner chamber where we are alone with the Father that we shall learn to pray aright. The Father is in secret. In these words Jesus teaches us where He is awaiting us, where He is always to be found.
Christians often complain that private prayer is not what it should be. They feel weak and sinful, the heart is cold and dark. It is as if they have so little to pray and in that little, no faith or joy. They are discouraged and kept from prayer by the thought that they cannot come to the Father as they ought to or as they wish.
Child of God, listen to your Teacher! He tells you that when you go to private prayer your first thought must be: The Father is in secret, the Father awaits me there. Because your heart is cold and prayerless, get you into the presence of the loving Father. As a father pitieth his children, so the Lord pitieth you.
Do not be thinking of how little you have to bring God, but of how much He wants to give you. Place yourself before Him and look up into His face. Think of His love, His wonderful, tender, pitying love. Tell Him how sinful and cold and dark all is. It is the Father's loving heart that will give light and warmth to yours. O do what Jesus says: Shut the door and pray to thy Father which is in secret. Is it not wonderful – to be able to go alone with God, the infinite God, and then to look up and say: My Father!
"And thy Father, which seeth in secret, will recompense thee." Here Jesus assures us that secret prayer cannot be fruitless. Its blessing will show itself in our life. We have but in secret, alone with God, to entrust our life before men to Him. He will reward us openly. He will see to it that the answer to prayer be made manifest in His blessing upon us.
Our Lord would thus teach us that as infinite fatherliness, and faithfulness is that with which God meets us in secret, so on our part there should be the childlike simplicity of faith, the confidence that our prayer does bring down a blessing. "He that cometh to God must believe that He is...a rewarder of them that seek Him" (Heb 11:6). Not on the strong or the fervent feeling with which I pray does the blessing of the closet depend, but upon the love and the power of the Father to whom I there entrust my needs.
Therefore the Master has but one desire: Remember your Father is, and sees and hears in secret. Go there and stay there, and go again from there in the confidence: He will recompense. Trust Him for it. Depend upon Him. Prayer to the Father cannot be vain. He will reward you openly.
Still further to confirm this faith in the Father – love of God, Christ speaks a third word: "Your Father knoweth what things ye have need of before ye ask Him."
At first sight it might appear as if this thought made prayer less needful. God knows far better than we what we need. But as we get a deeper insight into what prayer really is this truth will help much to strengthen our faith.
It will teach us that we do not need, as the heathen, with the multitude and urgency of our words to compel an unwilling God to listen to us.
It will lead to a holy thoughtfulness and silence in prayer as it suggests the question: Does my Father really know that I need this?
When once we have been led by the Spirit to the certainty that our request is indeed something that, according to the Word, we do need for God's glory, it will give us wonderful confidence to say, "My Father knows I need it and must have it." If there be any delay in the answer, it will teach us in quiet perseverance to hold on. Father, Thou knowest I need it!
O the blessed liberty and simplicity of a child that Christ our Teacher would cultivate in us, as we draw near to God! Let us look up to the Father until His Spirit works it in us. Sometimes in our prayers we are in danger of being so occupied with our fervent, urgent petitions as to forget that the Father knows and hears. Let us then hold still and quietly say: My Father sees, my Father hears, my Father knows. It will help our faith to take the answer, and to say: we know that we have the petitions we have asked of Him.
All you who have anew entered the school of Christ to be taught to pray, take these lessons, practice them, and trust Him to perfect you in them. Dwell much in the inner chamber, with the door shut – shut in from men, shut up with God. It is there the Father awaits you; it is there Jesus will teach you to pray. To be alone in secret with the Father: this be your highest joy. To be assured that the Father will openly reward the secret prayer so that it cannot remain unblessed: this be your strength day by day. To know that the Father knows that you need what you ask: this be your liberty to bring every need, in the assurance that your God will supply it according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.
"LORD, teach us to pray!"
Blessed Savior! With my whole heart I do bless Thee for the appointment of the inner chamber, as the school where Thou dost meet each of Thy pupils alone and dost reveal to Him the Father. O my Lord! Strengthen my faith so in the Father's tender love and kindness, that as often as I feel sinful or troubled, the first instinctive thought may be to go where I know the Father awaits me, and where prayer never can go unblessed. Let the thought that He knows my need before I ask, bring me, in great restfulness of faith, to trust that He will give what His child requires. O let the place of secret prayer become to me the most beloved spot on earth.
Lord, hear me as I pray that Thou wouldst everywhere bless the closets of Thy believing people. Let Thy wonderful revelation of a Father's tenderness free all young Christians from every thought of secret prayer as a duty or burden, and lead them to regard it as the highest privilege of their life, a joy and a blessing. Bring back all who are discouraged, because they cannot find ought to bring Thee in prayer. O give them to understand that they have only to come with their emptiness to Him who has all to give, and delights to do it. Not what they have to bring the Father, but what the Father waits to give them, be their one thought.
Bless especially the inner chamber of all Thy servants who are working for Thee, as the place where God's truth and God's grace is revealed to them, where they are daily anointed with fresh oil, where their strength is renewed and the blessings are received in faith, with which they are to bless their fellow men. Lord, draw us all in the closet nearer to Thyself and the Father. Amen.